HGPF re-thought :)

Recently, I've been feeling really down and frustrated about the cliqueiness and divisions in our house. Everything in me has just wanted to be really angry and annoyed about this situation as exclusivity kinda does my head in! However...it made me think...how does any of this show HGPF? So it's all good to show humility when all is fine but the minute something hard crops up...it's all about how I feel and my frustrations? What about gentleness? Patience? Forbearance? I've been finding it really hard to give this over to God...but He is who I have chosen to live for...not amazing relationships or the approval of people. I know that I need to walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which I've been called (Eph 4:1).  This is my new challenge...to worship Him even when the tears fall and when my heart is aching and overwhelmed...Psalm 61 :)